New Year‘s first day….. A year has passed and suddenly I am looking at memories of last year with a different perspective. As if I am reliving each day of last year, today.
I am thinking about all the people I met last year. I am remembering those whom I have lost this past year. I am thinking about all those silly worries of last year, who no longer means to me anymore. I am thinking about those small changes I did in my life to make my life better. I am remembering this whole past year as if today is the day of judgment; of finding out what I did right and what wrong?
I am doing it since yesterday. Yeah, I know, I think too much.
Even when I was celebrating New Year, I was self evaluating myself for the events of past year.
Now, when I am writing about all of this, it made me realize that actually, my last year was perfect. Infact all the years were.
I am what I am, because of what my past have taught me. And I am happy with the result. I am happy with myself.
I am happy with what I am today.
I am happy with the quality of people who came into my life. I am also happy for the quantity of people who are no longer in my life. Seriously, my life is better without them. I am happy for the loved ones who have lost the journey of life, and are no longer with us; because somewhere they have taught us the true meaning and worth of life. I am satisfied that small things of life do irritate me. I got worried about silly things, means that I do notice all the small details and little happiness of life. I value them.
The thing that I am most happy about is that I did change myself. I did improve. I did small things that matters to me and people around me. I am happy because I have helped other. I am happy because I have accepted, where I was wrong. I am happy because I have learnt from my mistakes. I am happy for being myself.
What I want from this New Year is that – Make me a better person, than the one I was last year.
Grateful for everyone and everything, because Life is just Perfect.
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