Have you ever wondered about all the silly conversations that you have with yourself? I do.
Me trying to sleep, in the hustle of random thoughts going on in my mind. Me and my Mind
Me: Am I spending too much time on Facebook?
Mind: Noooo, I don’t think so. It was just for ten minutes.
Me: Ten minutes or more. It was more than ten minutes.
Mind: Well, maybe fifteen but not more than that. Plus think of all the friends and family members, you stay in touch with.
Me: Yeah, you are right. I wished a friend for his anniversary, another one for birthday. God, how much they have changed since their marriage.
Mind: Time flies.
Me: But, they are changed, a lot. Hmmn… have I changed?
Mind: Nooooo, I don’t think so. Still the same.
Me: No, I think I have changed.
Mind: Well, maybe a little. But, it’s for good.
Me: Yeah, you are right.
Mind: Time flies.
Me: How much time have passed? Years and months? ….. Why I am not good with dates and years?
Mind: Not at all good with dates. Can’t remember them.
Me: That’s why my history was so weak. How difficult that time was? Why teachers expects from us to remember all those crazy dates? Who cares?
Mind: Remember social study teacher?
Me: Yeah, what was her name?
Mind: Ohhh… I forgot. But, she was so sad and old.
Me: Hmmn… I saw her crying once, in staff room.
Mind: What was she crying for?
Me: Maybe, because of us. We were so bad. None of us paid any attention in her class.
Mind: Hmm… but she was so sad. Sad and boring.
Me: I don’t like boring.
Me: I must sleep. Babies are sleeping.
Mind: Remember last week at doctor’s office.
Mind: When office assistant asked you about Renne’s date of birth?
Me: Yeah… I forgot. I mean, not forgot… forgot. But, yeah, I was completely blank for a minute.
Mind: Then you told her, he is twin to Otu. Both have same date.
Me: She was not looking for this answer. What she must have thought of me?
Me: Am I losing my memory?or my Mind?
Mind: Noooo…… you are fine.
Me: Hmmn… I am raising three kids. I think, I am allowed to go nuts, once in a while.
Mind: Maybe. But you are fine. Go to sleep.
Me: Hmmn… I think I should sleep.
Me: or maybe, I should read a book. Where did I kept it?
Mind: It’s on kitchen top.
Me: What’s it doing in kitchen?
Mind: I don’t know….. go get it.
Me: No, I don’t want to go. I am sleeping.